If I’m perceiving conflict, it’s because I want to see it. My ego gets very excited and begins jumping up and down, telling me that I’ve got to do something; I can’t just sit here and pretend the sky is not falling. Whew! That is also my ego telling me that seeing the truth of the situation — “I can see peace instead of this” — is a waste of time. What good does that do for the world? In an attempt to understand more fully, I’ve listened to every interpretation of A Course in Miracles Workbook Lesson #34 which I could find on youtube, and they have all given me morsels of understanding. This has also reinforced for me that the Take Me To Truth women help me see through my fear more than other interpretations — which I also appreciate, and am grateful for and to! We all need each other now, more than ever. Oftentimes when I admit I’m afraid, I realize it’s not true. Excitement and anticipation can be interpreted as fear. If humanity is to evolve, if we’re going go get back to the garden, a huge shift must happen in our understanding of who and what we are. Personally, I’ve had to be forced into wanting to understand; complacency hasn’t provided the impetus to know my true identity. Hang on tight, ‘cause we’ve got big changes coming at us!
“When I see the world as a place of freedom, I realize that it reflects the laws of God instead of the rules I made up for it to obey. I will understand that peace, not war, abides in it. And I will perceive that peace also abides in the hearts of all who share this place with me.”
A Course in Miracles W-57.4:2-4
“Who that has felt the loss of human peace has not gained stronger desires for spiritual joy? The aspiration after heavenly good comes even before we discover what belongs to wisdom and Love. The loss of earthly hopes and pleasures brightens the ascending path of many a heart. The pains of sense quickly inform us that the pleasures of sense are mortal and that joy is spiritual. The pains of sense are salutary, if they wrench away false pleasurable beliefs and transplant the affections from sense to Soul, where the creations of God are good, 'rejoicing the heart.' Such is the sword of Science, with which Truth decapitates error, materiality giving place to man's higher individuality and destiny.”
Mary Baker Eddy - Science & Health Page 265:23-5