July 22 2012 - Tolle: The Flowering of Human Consciousness

A Course in Miracles Lesson #203 (review)

Central theme:

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific review: (183) “I call upon God's Name and on my own.”

"Where We've Been"
photo by Aaron Springston

I feel fortunate to have had the experience of discovering that the name my parents gave me was not the original one given, that my birthdate was untrue, that the whole story of my birth  had been falsified, including who my parents were. Why would I find this to be a fortuitous happening? At first I didn't. I was very angry that my parents, who had taught me to be truthful in every circumstance, had perpetuated a lie concerning my birth. I found out about this around twenty years ago, and within a short time of this revelation, I came to understand that it doesn't matter about all these so-called facts. What matters is who loves you and guides you through the early years, not who actually gave birth to you and what the details of that are. Recently  a YouTube video by Eckhart Tolle has come to my attention: The Flowering of Human Consciousness. This talk starts out with him asking us to pretend we have no name. He wants us to examine how this feels and see who we are without this part of our "story" in place. This is why I feel fortunate to have found out years ago that I wasn't who I thought I was. It enabled me to begin to see who I Am. Our only parent is the source of All That Is. We have no birth date as we are eternal, without beginning or ending. Every single part of our material history is an illusion of the existence we have perpetuated. It can all be released in favor of Truth. I Am a child of God, an idea of divine Mind. I Am only Love. This doesn't mean that I will lose my individuality. On the contrary! We are set free to be more of ourSelves when we release the limitations imposed by heredity, circumstance, material beliefs concerning our capabilities. We are also freed from the pain of guilt, blame, and other derogatory emotions. When we call on God's name, we are calling on ourSelf. Our sustenance, our comfort,  are all found within.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

"Man's individuality is not material. This Science of being obtains not alone hereafter in what men call Paradise, but here and now; it is the great fact of being for time and eternity."

Science  & Health Page 285:2-6

July 21, 2012 - It's only words

A Course in Miracles Lesson #202 (review)

Central theme

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific review: (182) “I will be still an instant and go home.”

"Top of the Mountain in Mongolia"
photo by Aaron Springston

Many of us feel uncomfortable with traditional Biblical language which may cause us to cling to past beliefs concerning God. Personally, when I hear many of these terms I vacillate between seeing God as a Santa Claus and/or a thunder-bolt throwing Zeus -- and I wasn't even raised to see God in physical ways! But after a lifetime of education, whether collective or individual, it's easy to see God in our mind's-eye as something entirely opposite to what we're learning through this study. So I have become accustomed to changing "Him" to "It" and "His" to "My".  I urge you to use whatever terms feel right to you. I feel absolutely certain it's all right with God! But ultimately, it doesn't matter. What we are trying to do is release all beliefs, and this includes, but is not limited to, the way we perceive the words we read and hear. The spiritual sense we're developing enables us to interpret everything without the material meanings we have developed. In line with our daily review which instructs us to "be still an instant and go home", we allow ourselves to listen rather than immediately think we know what everything is all about. To go home in this way means, to me, to go in thought to the secret place which can only be known when we cease to place learned meaning on everything. The freedom we experience when releasing thought about the meaning of God also allows us to free ourselves from what we believe we are. And knowing ourSelves as the likeness of God then becomes a present reality!

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“Man in the likeness of God, as revealed in Science, cannot help being immortal. Though the grass seemeth to wither and the flower to fade, they reappear. Erase the figures which express number, silence the tones of music, give to the worms the body called man, and yet the producing, governing, divine Principle lives on,--in the case of man as truly as in the case of numbers and of music,--despite the so-called laws of matter, which define man as mortal. Though the inharmony resulting from material sense hides the harmony of Science, inharmony cannot destroy the divine Principle of Science. In Science, man's immortality depends upon that of God, good, and follows as a necessary consequence of the immortality of good.”

Science & Health Page 81:17-30

July 20, 2012 -Trust Realized Through Sharing

A Course in Miracles Review Lesson #201

Central Theme:

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Review: (181) "I trust my brothers, who are one with me."

"Joyful Gathering"
photo by Aaron Springston

These next few lessons of review will be great fun to explore! Our central theme is, "I am not a body. I am free." Linking this Truth to the individual daily reviews should open up realizations we haven't thought of before. We are ready for this! Our daily review of trusting our brothers because we are all One in spiritual reality is being practiced in daily life everywhere I look, as I'm sure it is with you, too.  Looking back a few years in my experience, the largest example of this has been our local metaphysical society. This group of people developed a wonderful, trusting rapport. We will always cherish each other, no matter how different our perceptions may have been. And there is a group of women who have met for a number of years. We call ourselves a book club, but we're so much more. We trust each other implicitly, and this feeling expands to our other relationships. Most recently, I have been involved in a joyful  group of friends who meet to discuss, with total honesty, various topics -- while sharing fabulous food and each other's company. These gatherings have the feeling of conversations on a lazy Sunday afternoon, but we are taking them to another level through total honesty and a lack of worry for what others may think of us. What a freeing activity this is!   All of these gatherings are helping us to understand that we are one family, by virtue of our Source.  By letting go of guilt, embarrassment, judgment, we are freeing ourselves to discover our Selves in all our glory, as spiritually pure creations. If you're not already, I invite you to find avenues to open up in similar ways. The more I do this, the more I find it natural to honestly interact with everyone. This remembering of who I Am is so exciting! And I'm very happy to be sharing it with all of you. Namaste'.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“The rich in spirit help the poor in one grand brotherhood, all having the same Principle, or Father; and blessed is that man who seeth his brother's need and supplieth it, seeking his own in another's good. Love giveth to the least spiritual idea might, immortality, and goodness, which shine through all as the blossom shines through the bud. All the varied expressions of God reflect health, holiness, immortality-- infinite Life, Truth, and Love.

Science & Health Page 518:15-22

July 19, 2012 - Obey Only Love

"Utah Sunset"
photo by Aaron Springston

A Course in Miracles Lesson #200

“There is no peace except the peace of God.”

The following  Kahlil Gibran quote is a strong statement of what it means to give up every material belief and live only the peace of God: "Yesterday we obeyed kings and bent our necks before emperors. But today we kneel only to truth, follow only beauty, and obey only love."  Truth beauty, love, are spiritual attributes. While we may perceive these things as changeable, that is only true of our material perceptions of such.  True peace, the peace that is God, is ours now for the accepting. An interesting event happened in the gallery today.  People often comment on how good it "feels" in our space, and this is because everything there is brought forth from love. I was not working today, but my wonderful employee tells me that a blade flew off of the ceiling fan. There were two customers in the room and thousands of dollars worth of pottery and sculpture and glassware which this blade flew over. It landed in an open space on the floor, stopping just short of the front window, which is also full of breakable objects. Some may say this was very lucky. Luck is one of the beliefs I've been working toward releasing. Why? Because if you believe in good luck you must believe in bad luck. This thing called luck is nothing more than a human concept, one which I want nothing to do with! This protection of everything and everyone was a demonstration of the ever-presence of divine Love. When I feel this  presence of Love emanating from the gallery, I am grateful once again for all the beauty brought forth into form by our loving, peaceful artists. We demonstrate this peace everyday as we share it with everyone -- even those who never walk into our space, because we are really, truly One.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“It is our ignorance of God, the divine Principle, which produces apparent discord, and the right understanding of Him restores harmony. Truth will at length compel us all to exchange the pleasures and pains of sense for the joys of Soul.”

Science and Health Page 390:7-11

This material is copyrighted by Marsha Havens, Eureka Springs, Arkansas. All rights reserved. All writings, other than quoted material from A Course in Miracles or Mary Baker Eddy are the personal interpretation and understanding of the author

July 18, 2012 - I Am Free!

A Course in Miracles Lesson #199

“I am not a body. I am free.”

http://acim.org/Lessons/lesson.html?lesson=199

"Light Show Aaron"
photo by Heather Magnan

Today's idea has always intrigued me. Perhaps that's because it's like a seemingly-unsolvable puzzle, one of those intricate knots with an object in the middle which you're trying to extricate. Then when you see the solution, you wonder what seemed so impossible! And if you put the puzzle away and don't look at it for a long while, you forget what you knew, until something reminds you of the answer. That's what these studies do for me: they remind me of what's been forgotten. So today I will look to divine Mind for discernment. Infinite intelligence is my heritage as a child of God. I pray to release all beliefs I have concerning reality, and allow inner knowing to show me Truth.

"The term Mind and body I understand to mean God and man; man the manifestation and embodiment of Mind is the body of Mind; is the Infinite aggregation of spiritual ideas forever held, controlled, and governed by the law of Life, harmony, and completeness, so man was never born, never had a claim, never sinned, never left heaven, but is spiritual, perfect, harmonious and eternal. This understanding is the savior to our belief of body, the law of recovery of every and any claim of error.

There is just one God and one body.

I am the image and likeness of God; no mortal mind can confine this image in a mortal body, harm or touch it in any way, Mind has set me free from every error. Divine Love fills every avenue, flows through every channel and removes every obstruction.

Man has no material body through which to express anything; his body is the body of God."

[This is an excerpt from an article entitled "Body" by Mary Baker Eddy, filed in the Congressional Library, January 19, 1886, found by Lyda Sandifer Hord]

http://www.christianscience.org/MBEBody.htm

This material is copyrighted by Marsha Havens, Eureka Springs, Arkansas. All rights reserved. All writings, other than quoted material from A Course in Miracles or Mary Baker Eddy are the personal interpretation and understanding of the author

July 17, 2012 - Peace through connectivity

Unknown Photographer

A Course in Miracles `Lesson #198

“Only my condemnation injures me.”

It seems impossible to stay away from thoughts of condemnation. To listen to the news during an election year in the United States is more than sufficient to bring up thoughts of doom. When we let go of the belief of separation, this condemnation is put into its proper perspective. If I can manage to be still and know what/who I truly am, then there is no reason for thinking in this way. Truly forgiving is recognition that there is nothing to forgive. While it may be tempting to jump up on our high horses and expound on the rightness and the wrongness of these external events, this justification is only of our own beliefs. Mortal mind, ego, tells us that we know this is real and we must do something about it. And by this I don't mean to say that things can't or shouldn't be done about what we see going on around us in this world. But listening and allowing ourselves to be led is much more productive than going off on a tangent, proposing fantastic things of our imaginations, and telling people how they should change their ways and everything will be better. The internet is known as the world-wide web, and that is quite an analogy for the Oneness which we are as spiritual beings. The instant and constant connection we all have with each other through this web of connectivity is there for the recognition of it. It's akin to flipping the switch for light in a dark room. If we don't know that's possible, we don't know to do it, and so continue to sit in the dark. But when we sit with quiet expectation that our inner knowing will supply us with all answers, we may just find ourselves walking over to that unknown element and turning on the light! Whereas, sitting in condemnation of yourself and others for not knowing what to do offers no help other than keeping everyone in the dark. Let's recognize now there is no condemnation outside of our own. As Jesus tells us, "The kingdom of heaven is within you." Today I will remember that the kingdom of hell also resides there. Which will I choose? It seems foolish to think there is a choice!

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“When we realize that Life is Spirit, never in nor of matter, this understanding will expand into self-completeness, finding all in God, good, and needing no other consciousness.”

Science and Health Page 264:15-18

This material is copyrighted by Marsha Havens, Eureka Springs, Arkansas. All rights reserved. All writings, other than quoted material from A Course in Miracles or Mary Baker Eddy are the personal interpretation and understanding of the author.

July 16, 2012 - How do you see Yourself?

"Montana Lake"
photo by Aaron Springston

A Course in Miracles Lesson #197

“It can be but my gratitude I earn.”

Why is it harder to see ourselves as God than to see God as ourselves? We are always projecting our silly ways onto God, thinking that we must earn forgiveness from the One which knows nothing of this mortal idea. We are so accustomed to projecting our feelings onto others that we don't realize we're doing this with our ideas of God, too! Correcting our perception allows us to give freely. Strength is found in this way of thought. We release illusions of victimhood and weakness when we replace them with Love. I haven't felt like a reflection of God lately. and hence haven't been acting as such. Today's words in the ACIM workbook lesson speak to why these feelings occur. Basically, we are accepting as truth outside forces opposed to our own inner knowing of Truth. As a result, I may expect praise and reciprocal action to come my way. Or perhaps I pat myself on the back for being so kind and giving, but then think bad thoughts about someone for not accepting my goodness and returning it to me in a way I expect. This is but an example of mistaken identity on my part. God does not conditionally give Love to us, withdrawing it if we don't return it or share it. When we accept ourselves as part of that One, we cannot do this either. Anytime we catch ourselves giving what we think of as forgiveness and then wondering why we haven't had gratitude lavishly poured out to us for the presents we think we've given, let's step back and see what our motives truly are. What is given of ourselves in Truth cannot be given falsely. It's easy to become confused in this world of duality. It becomes necessary to regularly examine our motives behind our acts. How often I have convinced myself that I'm acting from Love, when actually I'm just trying to get my way. Even though I know it's my true nature to express Love, God, often I find that what I'm calling love is no more than self-serving manipulations. So as I sit in prayerful meditation today, I ask to discern the difference. But, also, I will know that even when I forget my function, God has not. And since there is no outside force fighting against my true being, I am free to be as I Am.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“Science will correct the discord, and teach us life's sweeter harmonies.”

Science & Health Page 60:27–28