July 31, 2012 - What is My Function?

"Aaron in Italy - 2006"
photo by Mike Cheathum

A Course in Miracles Lesson #212 (review)

Central Theme:

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific Review: (#192) “I have a function God would have me fill.”

Throughout our early years we are often asked the question, "What do you want to be when you grow up?" We are encouraged to choose a profession as our function in life. Many of us were never comfortable with that, and didn't manage to do so! For instance, I graduated from high school a year early because I wanted to get out into the world. I went to college because that's what everyone was supposed to do. I majored in music because everyone expected me to. After I year of that, I knew I couldn't stand being a band director in a small town, so I decided to be practical. I spent some time in the college of business, then spent a couple of years taking literature courses, finally ending up in education before I quit entirely. There was absolutely nothing I could imagine doing all my life! But the all-around general education I had acquired perfectly equipped me to be a free-lance court reporter, which I did for thirty years. I suppose it's rather difficult to decide as a teenager that you want to be an art gallery owner and a metaphysical maven :) What if, rather than choosing what we "want to be", we are instead taught to love ourselves and the world around us, with no preconceived notion of what we plan to do with our lives? What if, by living and expressing Love, we find ourselves drawn to our true purpose, the "function God would have us fill"? Just imagine how happy everyone would be! When the expression of Love is our purpose, our function becomes obvious. And it's never too late to see it!

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“Spirit, God, gathers unformed thoughts into their proper channels, and unfolds these thoughts, even as He opens the petals of a holy purpose in order that the purpose may appear.”

Science & Health Page 506:18-21

July 30, 2012 - Humility in Knowing True Identiy

"Soccer game, Real Salt Lake"
photo by Aaron Springston

A Course in Miracles Workbook Lesson #211 (review)

Central Theme:

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific review: (#191) “I am the holy Son of God Himself.”

Humility is the word which jumps out at me from the lesson we are reviewing today. Combine that with the central theme for this review and we see that it is the ultimate humility to accept our true identify as a reflection of God. It seems that all the disagreements between people stem from not realizing this Truth of our Being. By placing our idea of self in a certain nationality, or gender, or religion, is to set up an us-against-them mentality with which we've been shooting ourselves in the foot for far too long. It seems so simple to think we can accept the reality of our being, created as the perfect idea of divine Mind. This realization is the ultimate humility. Some think that to be humble is to be self-effacing and have an I'm-not-worthy attitude. But this does a huge disservice to God, as it assumes that this one Mind has made a mistake. Yet there are no mistaken identifies in the creation of Spirit. We all have a song to sing, and they all are part of the grand symphony of Life. To rejoice in being One with everyone, to live from Love rather than fear and its imaginings, is to humbly accept the goodness inherent in All. I will turn away from the illusion of material problems as I wholeheartedly accept my function as a reflection of God, and see that image mirrored in everyone I meet.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

"Praying for humility with whatever fervency of expression does not always mean a desire for it. If we turn away from the poor, we are not ready to receive the reward of Him who blesses the poor. We confess to having a very wicked heart and ask that it may be laid bare before us, but do we not already know more of this heart than we are willing to have our neighbor see?"

Science & Health Page 8:20-27

July 29, 2012 - Choose Joy

"Book Club Joy" 

A Course in Miracles Lesson #210 (review)

Central Theme:

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

 Specific review: (#190) “I choose the joy of God instead of pain.”

Gathering with friends is always delicious! One of these feasts which I attend is a book club of women who are connected through our experiences with our children and our school.  The small independent school we were involved with fostered a kinship, a shared vision for education, an experience to be satisfied within. The school’s logo is, The Clear Spring School, Where Learning Is a Joy! Our once-a-month we meet and conversations flow through updates on our amazing offspring, relating of the excitement and chaos of trips, the joys in daily life,  and we even discuss the book! Actually, the books we read lead us in a direction for our discussions, but these books are simply tools to keep us connected, to engage us in a joyous celebration of who we are. I realize now that a common denominator amongst us is that we've always chosen joy over all the rest. There is, of course, pain in our lives, but we continually choose to live  in joy rather than sorrow. When the remembrances of hardships come to us, we acknowledge them and turn them away, in favor of the joy. When I’m with these beautiful people, I remember a Rumi quote: "Be with those who help your being'!

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“Who that has felt the loss of human peace has not gained stronger desires for spiritual joy? The aspiration after heavenly good comes even before we discover what belongs to wisdom and Love. The loss of earthly hopes and pleasures brightens the ascending path of many a heart. The pains of sense quickly inform us that the pleasures of sense are mortal and that joy is spiritual.”

Science & Health Page 265:23-30

July 28, 2012 - Love is the Liberator

"God is Love - Woman in Mexico"
photo by Jim Young 

Course in Miracles Lesson #209 (review)

Central Theme:

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific review: (#189) “I feel the Love of God within me now.”

To feel Love from a source outside ourselves is impossible. To express a material sense of love is an illusion. But to be the Love which is God, that is Truth. God is Love, and we are Its manifestation. Hence, we are Love. The recognition that we are Love is liberation in and of itself. In a poem by Mrs. Eddy she says, "Love looseth me and lifteth me a'yont hate's thrall". Can you tell she was a fan of Shakespeare? Old-fashioned language aside, she's saying that Love sets us free, lifting us above and beyond any hate we may perceive.  I was talking to a man today who must have been accustomed to inducing angry reactions from people. He said a number of ugly things in a rather loud voice, fully expecting to get a rise out of me.  I found him rather amusing, like a little boy having a tantrum, and so I spoke to him as such. Very calmly I told him that we don't speak that way in Eureka Thyme, that this is a space of Love and beauty, and he really should go outside if that's the way he wanted to act. I’ve mostly given up trying to change anyone, and usually I can resist the urge to want to fix others, but I've come to see that it's my purpose to show them the way to freedom of living in the Truth of their Being. By actions and words we assist ourselves, and thereby everyone, in the realization that Love is the only reality. To live Love allows a total release from past habitual thought and the pain we've chosen. And then there is no need for blame, guilt, nor forgiveness. We are free.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“The history of our country, like all history, illustrates the might of Mind, and shows human power to be proportionate to its embodiment of right thinking. A few immortal sentences, breathing the omnipotence of divine justice, have been potent to break despotic fetters and abolish the whipping-post and slave market; but oppression neither went down in blood, nor did the breath of freedom come from the cannon's mouth. Love is the liberator.”

Science and Health Page 225:14-22

July 27, 2012 - Peace is Easy -- until you walk out your door

"Hawaii - 2003"
photo by Aaron Springston

A Course in Miracles Workbook Lesson #208 (review)

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific review: (#188) “The peace of God is shining in me now."

Having spent two days in stillness, happily communing with mySelf, it seemed impossible to feel anything other than peace. Then I went outside the sanctuary of my home. Apparently all my senses were intensified, as the strong odors from everything and everyone were overwhelming. Then I was surprised by the jarring words of others. Every idle observation I heard was negative and filled with discomfort, anger, or ennui. Were these observations my perception of them? Of course. Were they misperceived or were they interpreted as how they were meant to be communicated? Who knows!! And I saw that it didn't matter. To simply be present, enjoying the heightened sense of events through the "peace of God [which] is shining in me now", was enough.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“Undisturbed amid the jarring testimony of the material senses, Science, still enthroned, is unfolding to mortals the immutable, harmonious, divine Principle,—is unfolding Life and the universe, ever present and eternal.”

Science & Health Page 306:25-28

July 26, 2012 - Blessings for the World

A Course in Miracles Workbook Lesson #207 (review)

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific review: (#187) “I bless the world because I bless myself.”

"Morning Meditation in Mongolia"
photo by Aaron Springston

Isn't it wonderful how we're realizing what blesses one blesses all? We're starting to realize that it's not selfish to open our hearts to the knowledge of God as Love. To accept our goodness as a sinless image and likeness of God is freedom like none other we have felt. This Love lives within us. We're seeing this as we clear away the clutter which has hidden its presence. Blessing myself with the beauty of this acknowledgement is blessing all. While I realize that no words are necessary to convey this message to others, very often I can't be silent. I have learned that when people are telling me their problems, most of the time they are not interested in hearing what I think about it. They just want to talk. But recently I was in the grocery store and a man I've known for a few years began telling me about his cat which had contracted something called bobcat fever and died. He told a rather long story about how he didn't feel it would be responsible for him to get another cat, as he felt he would be dooming it to the same fate because this disease is supposedly rampant in the woods where he lives. During the whole conversation, I sent him love, and when he was through I hugged him and,  with a deep look into his eyes, started to walk away. But he shouted after me, Isn't that right? So I turned back and said, No, it is not. So in the produce section we had quite a talk about what is true materially and what is True in spiritual reality. While I don't plan to carry around a soapbox to jump up on and preach to people, I will not be afraid to correct erroneous thought when asked point blank. Now is the time for us all to realize our goodness and purity. By this knowledge, it spreads out to everyone, because we are all One.

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“Shall we ask the divine Principle of all goodness to do His own work? His work is done, and we have only to avail ourselves of God's rule in order to receive His blessing, which enables us to work out our own salvation.”

Science & Health Page 3:6-10

July 25, 2012 - What is your function?

A Course in Miracles Lesson #206 (review)

Central theme:

“I am not a body. I am free.

For I am still as God created me.”

Specific review: #(186) “Salvation of the world depends on me.”

"Germany 2006"
photo by Aarro Springton

So often I hear it said that humanity is too far gone for salvation. Looking at the material state of the world, this could seem true. I don't need to reiterate the travesties we hear about every day. You know them as well as I. This is why it's imperative for us to accept our function. And this doesn't mean that what we're doing now isn't important. On the contrary! Everything we do is of utmost importance. It's our function to open our hearts to accept what we should be doing every moment of our life. Part of today's lesson tells us that we have the gifts of God and we must give them where they are intended to be given. This is why it's essential that we allow ourselves to receive. We cannot give what we do not have. This giving takes many forms, and I'm sure you can identify many yourself. Recently I watched a documentary on a group of people whose average age is 80. These delightful people sing in live performances all over the world. Their songs are surprising and joyous, bringing happiness to all who hear them. This ever-changing group of joyful givers call themselves "Young @ Heart", and the film bears the same name. They inspire me to give of what I have been given, to be willing to share the salvation which is mine and yours. And so whenever I forget my true Self, the memory of these resplendent people will remind me that we're all here for each other, and that with giving we receive, and with receiving we give.

Mary Baker Eddy quotes:

"Knowing that Soul [God] and its attributes were forever manifested through man, [Jesus] healed the sick, gave sight to the blind, hearing to the deaf, feet to the lame, thus bringing to light the scientific action of the divine Mind [God] on human minds and bodies and giving a better understanding of Soul [God] and salvation. Jesus healed sickness and sin by one and the same metaphysical process."

Science & Health Page 210:11-18

"Truth casts out error now as surely as it did nineteen centuries ago. All of Truth is not understood; hence its healing power is not fully demonstrated."

Science & Health Page 495:3-5