Decisions

"Hobbs State Park"
photo by Gerry Toler

Have you ever noticed that once you think you have something figured out, it turns out you don’t? Usually I don’t worry about making decisions because I’ve learned that trusting intuition is the way to go, rather than making lists of pros and cons and becoming anxious about what is the right thing to do. Lately, I’ve come up against something where nothing feels right. I keep thinking I’d rather be kind than right, but it seems I can be neither. In my desire to understand what’s going on, I’ve been studying Chapter 30 in A Course in Miracles text, the part on Rules for Decision. This evening I’m holding to these words: “‘Today I will make no decisions by myself.’ This means that you are choosing not to be the judge of what to do. But it must also mean you will not judge the situations where you will be called upon to make response. For if you judge them, you have set the rules for how you should react to them. And then another answer cannot but produce confusion and uncertainty and fear.” May I not make up my mind and THEN decide to ask what to do!

Questioning Things

Not sure of origin of this...

What are your feelings when you hear someone justify their actions by stating that someone else did the same or “worse”? Do you cringe when you hear mention of woman being made from a man’s rib? Does the extreme duality of the majority of religion cause you to wonder if they know the meaning of One? When someone is feeling hurt by another’s actions, why is it so difficult to say so?   These are a few of the questions which came to my attention today. I, of course, could expound on my opinions concerning these dilemmas, but I’m trying to listen for the deeper question here. But, please, feel free to tell me what your questions are today — and if you want, I’d love to hear your answers, too!

"Comparison must be an ego device, for love makes none. Specialness always makes comparisons. It is established by a lack seen in another, and maintained by searching for, and keeping clear in sight, all lacks it can perceive." A Course in Miracles Text, Chapter 24, The Treachery of Specialness

The Circle's Not Broken

Ozark Folk Fair 1973​

In 1973, I was almost 20 years old and a student at the University of Arkansas. There was an outdoor music festival in Eureka Springs which was attended by around 100,000 people. I was one of those folks who spent the weekend in the rain and mud -- and it was wonderful! It was the first time I saw The Nitty Gritty Dirt Band and I was hooked on bluegrass and soft rock the rest of my life. Tonight, 53 years after this band started playing as a group, they were again here in Eureka Springs and they were, perhaps, better than they had been 47 years ago when they were last in our town. Wow!! A series of recordings they are famous for are called Will The Circle Be Unbroken (1, 2, and 3). The unbroken circle I saw demonstrated in The Aud tonight was life affirming and inspirational. The humanity of 900+ people enjoying a group with deep roots brought tears and laughter more than once this evening. Let's all take a moment and notice our own circles and celebrate them! I am so thankful for all of mine...

​"​Home is the dearest spot on earth, and it should be the centre, but not the boundary, of the affections.​" Mary Baker Eddy​

Keep on Keeping On

Aaron and Mom at wedding

Since last Sunday, I’ve been pondering Pastor Blake Lasater’s question concerning how we spend our time, money, thoughts. It seems there are too many good causes I want to help advance. Some of these activities are beyond my physical capabilities at this time; others, I would need cash to help — i.e., Heifer International. But sometimes I find things which are a perfect fit. For instance, I can help our humane society, and farmers’ market, and a few spiritual and environmental focuses, by helping them reach others by way of social media. Or for political causes, I can write letters to the editor, call senators and representatives, and entreat others to do the physical work I cannot. Even if we feel helpless, let’s never lose hope. A simple word to a person can make all the difference — and we may never know it did. As you see from the accompanying photo at my son's wedding, I'll do whatever I can -- and you can, too!! 

"This scientific sense of being, forsaking matter for Spirit, by no means suggests man's absorption into Deity and the loss of his identity, but confers upon man enlarged individuality, a wider sphere of thought and action, a more expansive love, a higher and more permanent peace." Mary Baker Eddy

One From Many

2018 Celebration Choir

This evening, we began rehearsals with the Celebration Choir for a holiday concert in December. It is based around what is known as The Nine Lessons. The lessons I have learned from accompanying this choir are many, but I'm thinking now of how 40 people can come together as individuals and end up as one. The lessons in unity I've learned from this choir have changed my life. Yes, we are all individual expressions of Creation, but we are the same because of that Source. We share with all things living one force which flows through everything. This energy can be directed in many paths, but when we allow ourselves to be guided by our inner knowing (intuition, if you will), unexpectedly beautiful things happen. I am most grateful to everyone who teaches me these lessons on a daily basis. Many have paved the way for us and I am thankful for the books which help us see more deeply. Namaste dear Friends!

"Happiness is spiritual, born of truth and love. It is unselfish; therefore it cannot exist alone, but requires all mankind to share it." Mary Baker Eddy 

Staying in the Moment

Kevin has a dog named Jeter who occasionally has seizures. He has found that keeping himself and the dog calm facilitates an easy passage back to the happy dog mode. It’s a lovely thing to witness their bond, the trust the dog has for him, and the love Kevin has for this dog. Watching them I see how important it is to remain solidly in the moment, not worrying about the what-if possibilities, and not thinking about what has occurred in past similar circumstance. Animals teach us lessons every day, and I’m grateful to be surrounded by them!

"When angels visit us, we do not hear the rustle of wings, nor feel the feathery touch of the breast of a dove; but we know their presence by the love they create in our hearts." Mary Baker Eddy

We're All in This Together

What blesses one, blesses all. For instance when I first opened an art gallery in Eureka Springs, I was told the other galleries would try to run me out. This made no sense to me, as our village thinks of itself as an art destination, and in my mind that means more than two or three galleries. For instance, when our first winery opened a few years back, the owners stated there needed to be five wineries in the area for visitors interested in wine to think of this as a wine destination. Yes! For the past two decades, I’ve watched people hold onto what they have without seeing how embracing their neighbor could multiply their good. Fresh food markets have requested that roadside markets be moved so they will not have competition; other enterprises don’t understand why they should have anything on their social media page which doesn’t directly relate to them. I can’t help but think of how sellers of similar items can work together to draw more people to both businesses. And I question why farmers’ markets don’t join with animal shelters and other cool causes to cross promote. It seems we think if someone else has sunshine, there will be less for us. I’ve not noticed it works that way!

“To those leaning on the sustaining infinite, today is big with blessings.” Mary Baker Eddy

Cultural Crisis

I have been a fan of Marianne Williamson since I first read A Return to Love in the 90s. I would buy copies in thrift shops to keep on hand and pass out to anyone who was sad or confused. Today, in this time of national turmoil, she is running for our highest elected office and is not afraid to speak of the need for a moral and spiritual awakening. Today, in the Washington Post, she has a powerful article concerning the recurring nightmare of gun violence. She speaks to ways our society is violent, including environmental policies which are violent toward the Earth, our economic system which is violent to the poor, and entertainment media and its violence towards people. She goes on to list our criminal justice system’s violence toward people of color, video games violent effect on our minds, the military being violent when it doesn’t have to be, the violence of our mass media in shaming and blaming for the sake of a better click rate. Finally, our hearts are violent when we abandon each other. Yes, our country is ruled by organizations and corporations which promote shameless capitalism, but our personal lives are permeated by violence to which we seem to be addicted. I’ll be examining my life to see where I’m allowing anything unlike Love to live. Join me! (And if you want to read the entire Marianne article which I referenced, here’s the link: https://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/2019/09/02/marianne-williamson-us-needs-department-peace/?arc404=true 

Ho'oponopono

Ho'oponopono

I play the organ for our sweet Methodist church here in Eureka Springs. Today’s sermon began by asking us a question: What are you spending your time on, your money, your thoughts? There have been times in my past when I’ve squandered my time with foolish activities, my money on pointless, harmful substances, my thoughts in circular worries and accusations. Occasionally I find myself falling back into judgmental ways of blame, and I don’t like it! When I do this, I’ve discovered a fine way to counter these feelings:  Ho’oponopono. It seems far-fetched to think the repetition of four phrases could make a difference to anyone, but I have seen a yielding of differences occur where it seemed impossible. It gets back to what we all know: to change the world, change ourselves. When we meditate on “I Love You, I’m Sorry, Please Forgive Me, Thank You”, calm overcomes our turmoil. By not pointing a finger at someone else as the cause, we are realizing the completeness of our being. Whether we think of this as being the change we want to see, or loving our enemies — well, actually the best thing is not to think of it at all, but to simply let it permeate you. There’s a lovely story about how Dr. Ihaleakala Hew Len allowed this simple process to heal an institution full of diagnosed criminally insane folks. Check it out if you’re so inclined!

“Hold thought to the enduring, the good, and the true, and you will bring them into your life proportionately to their occupancy of your thoughts.” Mary Baker Eddy 

We Are All The Same

At a recent gathering, a group of Jewish women were talking about wearing the Star of David, how one of them had quit doing so for fear of being targeted by a hater, how a swastika had been painted on a music stand at our public school. When Barack Obama was elected president, I truly thought it signified an end to our limited thinking in regard to human beings. It seems to have brought up all sorts of fear and hatred towards anything unlike what we see when we look in the mirror. My heart aches for those who fear because of their religion or race. My mother was a Chicano from South Texas living in Arkansas. I often lamented her not teaching me the Spanish language, but she wouldn’t do so because she was afraid I’d have an accent. Hers had plagued her all her life, in her quest to fit in in America. We have come a long way in equality issues since I was a child, but when I hear people speak of the fear they have of living their truth, I realize we have yet a long way to go. 

"Legally to abolish unpaid servitude in the United States was hard; but the abolition of mental slavery is a more difficult task. The despotic tendencies, inherent in mortal mind and always germinating in new forms of tyranny, must be rooted out through the action of the divine Mind." Mary Baker Eddy - Science & Health Page 225:22-28

How Was Earth Created and When?

I watched a Public Broadcasting Service show about how rocks give us clues to the earliest beginning of our planet, Earth. It was fascinating to hear scientific facts providing an explanation of how we have arrived at this parenthesis in eternity. I hear tell that many people don’t want to believe in science, but would rather believe something they call God created everything just like it is today. Through the ages, we have been pointed toward truth by many wise men. Through my studies, I have come to see that a spiritual God cannot create a material universe, hence the dead end that many religions run into. I love thinking about these concepts and trying to understand how giving up concrete concepts can lead to flowing with cosmic consciousness. To quote someone else, How far down the rabbit hole do you want to go?

Lulled by stupefying illusions, the world is asleep in the cradle of infancy, dreaming away the hours.” 
― Mary Baker Eddy, Science and Health with Key to the Scriptures

Starting The Blog Again!

My book club has been meeting for more than 15 years. We are a group of women who read books and discuss them deeply, all the while having great food and drink and friendship. This evening, we discussed Becoming by Michelle Obama. This woman could be sitting in our living room, laughing and having fabulous conversation with us. Her insights into daily life are uplifting, and her realizations about the public life of a first lady are humbling. We have decided to have three goals by our next meeting. These goals will center around how to get young people and grandmothers out to vote on election days, or perhaps how to help a favorite candidate become a winner of an election, or what we can do to help the environment, or -- well, the possibilities are endless! On the way home from this gathering, my friend, Jean, told me she missed my daily writings. I realized I did, too! So I'm back to my daily emails and blog posts. I've missed them, and hearing from all of you, too!

New Beginnings...

Dear Friends,

I have written to you each night for over seven years, and have loved every day of it. Due to life's circumstances, I am looking for ways to cut back on duties in order to carve out time for something else I feel is important. Many of you have expressed to me your enjoyment of these morning musings in your mailbox, and I don't want you to be disappointed if you need or want a thought to start your day. Please know that there are more than 2,000 entries on the blog link below. Let's say you wake up and are worried about your dog. You can go to this blog and search for "dog" and all the dailies which mention this topic will be shown you. So in this way, you will be able to customize your morning spiritual focus!

Please know that when an event happens which prompts me to write, I shall do so! I hope you will keep me on your list of people you receive emails from, and feel free to write me with your thoughts, as many of you have done these last few years. 

“Love one another” (I John, iii. 23), is the most simple and profound

 

counsel of the inspired writer.

" Mary Baker Eddy - Science & Health Page 572:6-8

Love Enriches

PC: Steve Shogren

I know a woman who is in her 90s. Since her husband passed on, she has been unhappy with everything around her. Holidays only remind her of times they shared, and she's sad they're gone. The changing of seasons brings grief for various husband-related reasons. She doesn't enjoy meals or celebrations of any sort because she can't share them with him. We have spoken numerous times about this, as she talks about him a lot. Every time she relates her grief, I remind her of her happiness. I don't think she knows it's all right to be happy. She feels she would dishonor him by having fun without him. I see it as the opposite: the dishonor is in the turning from joy to sadness in the name of love. Today I will examine the thoughts I have which hurt. Is it possible to change the pain to quiet joy by a slight shift in thought about the situation? I look forward to finding out! 

“Human affection is not poured forth vainly, even though it meet no return. Love enriches the nature, enlarging, purifying, and elevating it. The wintry blasts of earth may uproot the flowers of affection, and scatter them to the winds; but this severance of fleshly ties serves to unite thought more closely to God, for Love supports the struggling heart until it ceases to sigh over the world and begins to unfold its wings for heaven.” Mary Baker Eddy - Science & Health Page 346: 13-16

Remembering

PC: Aaron Springston
Central Park

Any number of people, whom I know quite well, have told me they don't feel like they belong here. I think we all, at some time or another, have felt this way. What if, rather than us not belonging here, this "here" we speak of isn't what we think it is? What if we don't belong in this crazy world, but the world we see isn't reality? Perhaps our true home is something we've sensed is there, sort of like seeing a movement out of the corner of your eye, but when you look directly at it, it's not there.  For years I grasped at straws while ignoring the vast Truth of eternity. We're not strangers in a strange land when we realize the truth of Life. We may think everything is real that we touch and see, but it's shifting and changing, as opposed to the omnipresent stability of our true home. So let's be still a moment and ask to know what that home is. We want it so badly, but we've forgotten what it is. Now we're not afraid to remember!

Mary Baker Eddy quote:

“As mortals begin to understand Spirit, they give up the belief that there is any true existence apart from God.”

Science & Health Page 282:30-32

Infinite Possibilities

Lothar Schäfer

Someone was sitting on my couch in the living room. She was checking her phone for messages, holding it up to her ear, when a movement in the reflection on the screen caught her eye. As she looked closely at it, she saw that it was showing her the mirror which hangs on the wall across the room from her. In that reflection, she saw the house across the street, and it was moving as though she were passing it in a car. She checked the angles and reflections, searching for how such a thing could have happened, but there was no explanation. When she told me about this, she was surprised I believed her. I explained there are dimensions right here and now which are invisible to us, because we don’t want to believe anything exists other than what we see. I am now contemplating the field of infinite possibilities — and thinking of my dear friend, Lothar Schäfer. Hugs and Love sent to you!

“As mortals gain more correct views of God and man, multitudinous objects of creation, which before were invisible, will become visible.” Mary Baker Eddy - Science & Health Page 264:13-15 

https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/217281/infinite-potential-by-lothar-schafer/9780307985958

At-one-ment with Love

photo credit: Richard Quick 

Have you ever had to force yourself to participate in an event only to find, when it was over and done, that you wouldn’t have missed it for the world? I’m thinking now of a community dinner which was held shortly before Christmas last year. A friend asked me to go with her, and I said yes, although I wasn’t enthused. After it was over, I said to someone: Any event with the word “community” in the title, I’m attending! Catherine Reed, set the tone with her guitar and singing. The food was bountiful and delicious. We visited with old friends and laughed and talked and drank wine. I left feeling a communion which was deep and true. The at-one-ment felt at these events and other community-building happenings is a religious experience to me!

Namaste…

“If Truth is overcoming error in your daily walk and conversation, you can finally say, ‘I have fought a good fight . . . I have kept the faith,’ because you are a better man. This is having our part in the at-one-ment with Truth and Love.” Mary Baker Eddy - Science & Health Page 21:1-5

Taking Off Human Shackles

I received a call from a political pollster which has left me confused about more than a few things. Mainly, I’m wondering when three words in particular began to imply varying degrees of lunacy. Here are the words, with a short definition: Liberal - open to new behavior or opinions and willing to discard traditional values. Conservative - holding to traditional attitudes and values and cautious about change or innovation. Moderate - average in amount, intensity, quality, or degree. These words and their definitions do not convey the extreme meaning which the news media apparently wants us to feel. When I was asked by the pollster which I considered myself to be, I was speechless. But then I threw caution to the wind and answered boldly, remembering what I write about every day: change of thought, seeing a new world where illusions appear to be, living fearlessly as Love!

Mary Baker Eddy quote: “Progress takes off human shackles. The finite must yield to the infinite. Advancing to a higher plane of action, thought rises from the material sense to the spiritual, from the scholastic to the inspirational, and from the mortal to the immortal.” Science & Health Page 256:1-5

Everything a Miracle

PC: Aaron Springston

I love this quote attributed to Albert Einstein: “There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.” Through various religious teachings, most of us think of a miracle as divine power setting aside a material law, allowing something otherworldly or supernatural to occur. What if a miracle is simply a correction of our limiting beliefs, opening us to divine Mind and the limitless Life which is our true heritage as a child of Love? By this remembrance, we heal our mind of separation, giving us a clarity of thought and sight before unknown. I am very grateful —

“The miracle introduces no disorder, but unfolds the primal order, establishing the Science of God’s unchangeable law. Spiritual evolution alone is worthy of the exercise of divine power.” Mary Baker Eddy - Science & Health Page 135:6-10

The Quiet Mind

PC: Aaron Springston

Once, years ago, I was taking a carload of kids to the geography bee in Arkadelphia. After the first hour or so, I turned to one of the boys and said, “Everything that goes through your brain doesn’t need to come out of your mouth!” I remind myself of this often. It is easy to get into a stream-of-consciousness way of talking, allowing ourselves to prattle on about everything we think about. If you notice me going on and on when we’re together, stop me! Please! I think meditation, yoga, and spending time with your flowers is good practice for  quieting the mind. Let me know what you do to center yourself and listen!

“Yet there will always be this place of rest to which you can return. And you will be more aware of this quiet center of the storm than all its raging activity. This quiet center, in which you do nothing, will remain with you, giving you rest in the midst of every busy doing on which you are sent.” From A Course in Miracles — The Passing of the Dream